Bintang yang sempurna

Yesterday, I compose this song. Gonna be my first single i think.
I wrote this song for you. Only for you :(
You, i don't want fight with you . .
I don't want you to cry becoz of me . .
I don't want you to be sad . .
Please don't leave. Be my friend. My good friend. My precious friend.

Menunggu

i'm late. i know. it's kind of hurt for you. while it same goes to me too :(

Tentang Perasaan

Ramai org slalu cakap yg minat,suka,sayang,cinta tu sama je . Tapi bagi aku kan, tu sume berbeza .
Percaya tak? Kalau tak tunggu je la bila korang berada di situasi aku.. Mungkin korang akan cakap aku jahat la,playboy la, ini la,itu la .. it's up to you. Mulut manusia mmg xley nak tutop pon kan? aku OK jep. Tapi aku pasti, bila korg berada kt tmpat aku korang akn buat apa yg aku buat jugak..

Nak tau tak? Aku pernah jatuh cinta sekali jep iaitu dgn ex aku yg first. Aku pernah kapel sekali dan smpai skrg pintu hati ni x terbukak nk jatuh cinta lg. Hati aku sakit . Bukan sbb ex aku tinggalkan aku. Tapi sebab manusia2 sekeliling aku yg terlalu jeles dgn kami sewaktu ketika dulu. Hinggakan dia pon tinggalkan aku akhirnya . Tapi dia x salah sbb dia xtau cerita yg sebenar. Yang tahu hanya aku dengan-Nya. 

[9/2/09]
Qistina Welson . First aku kenal dgn dia, time program maju diri utk pelajar ting. 1 . Aku sama group dengan dia sewaktu Latihan Berkumpulan. Dia xdelah cantik mcm bidadari ,pakai braces pulak tuh. But still for me, dia wanita yang paling cantik selepas mama aku . . walaubagaimanapun, aku suka bila dia senyum. senyuman dia buat aku aku jadi bersemangat. Ntah kenapa. sejak dari tu kan, aku mula menaruh perasaan kt dia . Ceh ! haha kire minat lar tu. :p

Lpas habes program tu kan, sedar x sedar, kami makin rapat . Rehat sama2 , Study sama2 , Balik sama2 , Tuisyen sama2 sampaikan dia slalu lepak rumah aku, aku pon slalu gak lepak rumah dia. Disebabkan tu,kami slalu berkongsi masalah masing2 . Topik yg menjadi perbualan kami biasanya pasal admire. dia slalu cerita byk budak lelaki mintak kapel ngn dia. semakin hari, makin ramai pulak lelaki yang mintak kapel kat dia. so, aku agak rasa tergugat sbb aku dah mula sayangkan dia.

Malam tu jugak,aku call dia..

aku : i wanna tell you something ...
Qis : what?
aku : i think we must stop being friend. hmmm
Qis : but why ? *kind of shock*
aku : i dont want to be the blacksheep in your relationship with all your admire. *sigh*
Qis : no,you can't. it's not what you think. let them be. just ignore them.
aku : but still , i can't be a good friend for you.
Qis : eh, no la. you're my bestfriend,nazrell.
aku : but Qis,how can i be your friend if you stuck in my heart rite now? *kind of scare*
Qis : what do you mean?
aku : i ... lllllll....llllloooo...lllllooovvvv..
Qis : just say it,nazrell.
aku : i love you, Qistina ......binti ...... *hembus nafas*
Qis : *bunyik cengkerik*  got to go, bye.

Our conversation then end after she end up herself . Lol, sumpah malu giler. Time tu, aku dah agak yang aku kene reject . Then time tu jugak la kene fikir samada nak gi skola ke taknak esok harinya.. hahaha (coz malu nak jumpa org yg dah reject aku) . Esoknya,aku demam. =.= so, i got MC for three days.

On the third days,she came for visiting me. At first, we just stared each other. Lol . Sumpah lawak time tu.
But then, i start it.

aku : lambatnya datang. i dah nk sembuh dah ni.
Qis : alaaa....sory, i baru dapat tau dari member you. tak expect pon you sakit. baru luah perasaan camtu dh demam..how if you get marry one day ? *smile*
aku : i x sakit sbb luahkan perasaan i la . but i sakit sbb orang tu letak fon awal sgt. and time tu i tau dah yg i di-reject.

Qis : sorry about that,nazrell. 

aku : nevermind . i know it's hard for you to accept me. lagi pon, ini bukan kali pertama you kapel kan ? * fake smile*

Qis : urghhh.. =.= stop it. i x pernah kapel la sblum nih. hey, don't be sooooo negative.

aku : sorrryyyyyyy ( very mean )
Qis : k,la . xpe. got to go now. nak shopping. bubbye budak busuk !!! hahaa * laughing*
aku : ok2, shopping lg pentingkan ? hahha *perli*
Qis : *walking out* hey you...
aku : what?
Qis : i had the same feeling towards you. k,bye . *blushing* cpat sembuh k . see you at school tomorrow !

Lpas dia beredar, aku terus melompat .. hahahaah suatu perasaan yg sukar diungkapkan. gembira yang teramat . and from that, we being a couple for 3 years . Nahhhh , this is just an old story love about me and her. Nothing to be compared , done is done . past is past. tapi,aku harap sangat dia tau cerita sebenar...yang aku ni tak sejahat yang dia sangkakan :')

Konklusinya, perasaan tu mengandungi pelbagai kata yang berbeza dan malah maksudnya juga begitu kompleks utk diungkapkan. Hanya segelintir sahaja yang boleh menerangkannya. tapi bagi aku, cukuplah sekadar aku yg tau . K,la.. makin merepek dah ni.. ngantok bhaiii.. jam tangan aku skrg kol 2:41 am . 

K K K K K K K K , gud morning and assalamualaikumwarahmatullahiwabarakatuh. *x jawab dosa tau tp bg yg bukan muslim anda dinasihatkan supaya jgn jawab* Bye.

my mistake

it's shouldn't be like this..
like what i was promised before..
i swear i'm not gonna leave you..
but now, i broke it..

i was really really really damn sorry
i know that was my fault
but..
i'm not gonna be a man who seized someone's happiness

you know what
i was really think that i'm offended people's feeling
Best Man Win (Bmw)
i thought that should be me after..
after i confess my feeling to you
i was wrong..


because there's another guy
who are better than me

that more suit to you
because of me , you and him
you and him getting away
very far away

i was so sorry about your relationship with him
it's my fault
so i made a decision to stay away
i want you guys happy without me

you know what?
even i was trying to stay away

make a distance
i still can't forget you.
my mistake
SORRY

i should go now c(;

Fact-->4 : Twitter's friend

 Hi,there. in this post, i'll show you some of my twitter's friend.

Natasya Nordian aka [chomot]
https://twitter.com/#!/NatasyaNordian

note : dia ni caring, penyayang,baik hati dan pandai.
dia ni kuat tau. cun kan?? XD

Mimi aka [The One That never Got Away]
https://twitter.com/#!/MimiErland

note : dia ni ohsemm . kalau tengok dia ni,aku teringat dengan one of the vlogger girl in Malaysia
that is Maria Elena Zarul. cantik kan? :)



Nabila aka [ Sistar ]

https://twitter.com/#!/Naaaabila

note : dia ni senior aku tapi disebabkan dia ni tak matured. aku anggap dia sebaya aku.
sory,beb. you ni kan,ada style lah :p hehe




Faa aka [Perri]

https://twitter.com/#!/FaaPerri

note : dia ni chubby + comel kan ? *angguk2* tapi dia selalu xnk ngaku :p haha
by the way, dia ni selalu xde mood. takut aku nak tegor :) hehe jokin'



Zati aka [Mrs.Chance]

https://twitter.com/#!/ZatyChance

note : dia ni peminat Greyson chance tau..cute kan? haha *angguk2*
blog dia kan super..super..super..super..super ohsemm. betul,x tipu :)

Adliana aka [PandaGemok]

https://twitter.com/#!/AdlianaAizza

note : kawan2 dia panggil dia "panda gemok" . hey! mne ada dia gemok :p
best kawan dengan budak nih :)

Hafyraa aka [CaptainBeatz]

https://twitter.com/#!/Hafyraaaaaaaaaa

note : budak ni skandal aku.. hahah comel kan? skandal saja2 xpe kan..lagipun dia comellah..
one more thing, she's a belieber. haha well, i'm DIRECTIONER. berbeza tu. haha

actually,ramai lagi.. eh perasan tak? semuanya perempuan..kan?kan? kan?
buat masa ni, aku tunjuk korang kawan2 twitter aku yg perempuan je tau. next,will be boyz. ><
lagi satu,aku nak cakap,aku bukan kaki perempuan kay? well,ada sorg mamat pernah sound aku cmtu. :(
memandangkan aku baru single dan masih single,aku boleh berkawan dengan sesiapa saja yg aku nak. tol x? *angguk2*

k,la. tu je kot. budak2 kat atas ni, kawan2 twitter aku.
well, i'm lucky to have them :) k,bye