Sunday, 3 March 2013

A loner boy


I actually feel so left out, i don't know why. I was so close to my parent before, but now, i feel like they don't treat me like they used to. I failed making them happy. This is just so sad. I can see that they are quite busy, but I'm their child, one and only. I have to admit that I need full attention from both of my parent. Usually, my parents go out without me. Seriously, I hate it. I have too much things to tell them, but they seem to be uninterested with my stories. I don't mind if they did not respond, but at least they must just listen .

Mom, Dad. Sorry for being such a burden.  Sorry for not being an independent son. Sorry for being rude sometimes. I think that I am the one who's causing this trouble. Yes, I do get moody at times. But please can you guys understand me? . I tried to cheer you up, I tried to make you laugh, but nothing's working. Honestly, I miss both of you so much. I mean, I miss it when I was the one that both of you looked up to. Hmm sorry for everything.

Whatever it is, I love both of you equally and my love shall never fade. I'm so sorry for the things that I've done and I miss you both. Please don't leave me. Promise I will still be the boy that you both always care. 
One day, I hope to be the best son. The best son for you both.

sincerely,

nazrell.

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