Somehow I just feel lost and tired. I just feel like I don't have anyone.
To be clear, I am content with being alone for the past few months.
I think that i don't have anyone to turn to. Maybe it's just me. I don't know.
I feel like a self-centered sensitive twat sometimes. Hormones maybe. So, I am going
to make it clear in here, I don't feel devastated or shattered. Sometimes I just feel like
I am not myself and I'm always standing here and stressing over some bullshits. You can't
say that I have "whoremones" because I know, I don't. It's not like I am not thankful of what
I have and being with the people I am with now. However, I just feel tensed up. Bumpy life I got here.
I do feel a little bit blue sometimes. Well, at times, we tend to get sad about the littlest things and we
don't like to tell other people that we are about them. I speak my mind, and to be honest I feel like falling apart.
So, i think there's a List that i should do for this moment :
*Always think about happy thoughts*
*Start believing that the best is yet to come*
*Stop hoping to someone that don't need us*
*Pray to god, so I know that I can go through any harsh/rough situations*
*Stare at the ceiling and save my thoughts**Stop wasting my time with stupid question*
Anyway, whatever, I thought I was done feeling like this. I shouldn't think about this matter thou, I have more things to do and there's so little time. So, um, just let it be. The skies are not always blue right? I will always be or at least try to be positive and walkaway.
Whatever it is, who says that I'm lonely? I don't. I still have some friends & family that could make me happy and
I appreciate the effort.No offence everyone. I'm sorry if I ever hurt anyone's feelings. I can't please everyone. Till then, Bye. Assalamualaikum. :')
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